Flesh and bones melt into pulp,
As I lay here torn, numb and slump.
My head feels like it was cut and sewn,
Lost something i thought i truly owned.
Sliced my psyche open - to give him all,
Am rewarded with woe and pain and gall.
Blink perennial to make it vaporize,
It's placid - but then i realize.
My scooped out soul lingers about,
Runs amuck and tries to shout.
Awaken to the surrender gagging in my brain,
Ripped out my heart, bleeding down the drain.
Washed the illusion off these hands of mine,
Put on my lovely fake eyes - with their false shine.
